okay so i havent been on my tumblr in like forever… but im bored soo why not :) people are really dumb sometimes i swear… like seriously just shut up bc i really dont care… and my boyfriend is driving me crazy he is kinda pissy and he thinks im pissy soo okay :/ whatever well figure it ouut and then of course i like jarred my neck yesterday so i can barely move :( whats new :/ fml
dear tumblr…
i am so sorry for comming a tumblr sin i have not postted in forever! ive been so busy with it getting warm and all and since i got a horse.. i am sorry fogiive me :)
Song of myself- Hate
happiness we had always us together amazing you made me smile the memories i save the things i feel smell and sense i still remember -you lied
all those words you said all those things i believed all the times i fell for you all this i hate -you lied
i hate it all now all the times you ignore me even when you speak you cant even glance at me -you lied
This i hate, I hate! i hate how terrible you make me feel thell me im nothing anymore -you lied
you say you cant trust me that i LIED to YOU no my dear i was only being nice to you -you lied
nothing is real anymore nothing at all youre tricking her now and playing your game the same old game -you lied
i miss us what we had the anger is gone now its a heart ache as the sadness fills the air -you lied
but now now i realize that no you were the one thats not worth it and i was telling my self all of the opposite like i did all the wrong and now i see it was me and to my self -I LIED
Accept who you are
Accept how you look
listen to your heart
not just a book
always love forever
as long as you live
stop laughing? -NEVER
keep your memories
Cherish the moment
to measure off another day
accept this-this LIFE-
and be on your way
Another Poem “a hopeless romantic”
bring me white roses/ write a love letter/ we can share our secrets/ just you and me together
Buy me a ring/ a neclace to match/ sweep me off my feet/ my heart youll catch
to have been done so wrong/ by those before you/ to love has been so long/ can this be different
all these things/ oh so clever little antics/ bring me all my joy/ as a hopeless romantic
A poem i wrote about my true Notebook
I know imma dork but here it goes
Little book, little book /all my secretes you may keep/ but not a soul take a peek
little book little book / i tell them all without a sound/ all my thoughts to the page and onward bound
little book little book / to me you are so dear/ cause no matter what youre always near
little book little book/ you always stay and listen/ through every word i have written
little book little book/ promise me to never go away/ you keep my memories from day to day
little book little book/ if i lost you id be a mess/ itd be the end of me and an unsure death
little book little book/ you are soo devine/ this little book is all mine
Allright its just fear i dont have to let it control me i see it for what it is.
– Tuesday’s With MorrieLearn to detach your slef from the experience.
Allright that was my moment with lonliness and now im not afraid to be lonely, but im going to put that lonliness aside because i know there are more emotions in the world and i want to experience them.
About Me
I'm Tia. I'm nothing more than your average girl stuck in a tumblr fantasy living the dream. I love too much fall too hard and laugh too little. I used to be blonde but ive found being a brunette is way sexier ;) guys are confusing but i love my Ethan :) i wouldnt trade him for the world :) I love quotes and poetry and making fun of stupid people :P ha but if you dont like me im sorry for you.. you should really get to know me before you judge me :) you can choose to live life to the fullest or fully live life... i chose to live to the fullest :)
